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So many many things

2011-08-17T20:51:00.002+08:00

and soo...
pictures speaks louder than words.
my life is beautiful :)

2011-04-12T17:04:00.000+08:00

hi,
bye.

2011-04-06T01:36:00.001+08:00

Protected

(:

2011-04-05T20:57:00.003+08:00

after so many days.
i finally heard the familiar voice again.
ohhh,
why is auto roaming so expensive.
rah!

saveeee me.

2011-04-04T22:42:00.000+08:00

Protected

122542364 miles away.

2011-04-02T23:13:00.000+08:00

oh boy, imy.

2011-04-02T12:30:00.001+08:00

OMG.
FUCKING 4 MORE DAYS.
SIANNN

Day 2

2011-04-01T23:08:00.002+08:00

Hello.
i survived another day.
work is ah huh busy busy busy.
but time like still pass damm slowly.
thank god i have vivian chia to entertain me uhhhhh!
tmr is day 4th/8th day!
half way half way half way there.
i'm meeting fang. its been ages!
so much to catch up! time gonna pass damm fast for sure
& then shiok girls night!
i swear i will reach home before 12 or perhaps 11.
cause there's ekin and work the next day!
and then and then....
another day will pass.
:))
another step closer .
to wed!
woohooooooooooo!
heard the boys did well though the team lost!

BYEBYE.

Day 1

2011-03-31T22:32:00.001+08:00

i survived.

Protected

7 Days survival kit

2011-03-30T21:31:00.002+08:00

Objectives:
chiong SKUTRAIN till 50%
Work Work Work.

Day 1 : NFS
Day 2 : NFS
Day 3 : EKIN @ NFS + SHIOK GIRLS' PARTY
Day 4 : NFS
Day 5 : NFS
Day 6 : ROT AT HOME, MAYBE BAKE? OR I SHLD GO SHOPPING. OR MAYBE LETS CHIONG MORE SKUTRAIN.
DAY 7 : NFS till 4pm! and then and then airport HERE I COME :))))))
WOOOOHOOOOOOO.
seems pretty fast :)
baby, i will survive (:

j.

2011-03-28T22:09:00.001+08:00

i'm happy today.
infact everyday.
minus the quarrels.
i wont like 30th March.
sian. ):

TOP 4

2011-03-27T09:59:00.002+08:00

So we retained the seed.
and nyp retained the tittle.
happy people (:

Protected

dearest lungs, please recover faster.
i want to train.
3 more days to real big time emo days.

IVP

2011-03-25T02:10:00.002+08:00

i think from now on,
post have to be like this..

Protected

because walls have eyes and ears, and people are evil.

Cockeyebullets is on our way to MUO

2011-03-24T13:24:00.005+08:00

Jersey Checked (except for the replacements)

Caps Checked

MUO Bid Checked

Accomodation Reserved Checked

Transport Checked

ROCK & ROLL LETS GO!

HEHEHE

Imma so excited.

May hurry come :)

and i got my results,
the most awesome i've ever got in my entire life.
fyp screwed it up though.
anyway! bye advance dip.
hello SIM :)
im so gonna work hard. hohoho.

hello world

2011-03-24T13:24:00.001+08:00

:)

2011-03-18T02:04:00.001+08:00

i felt better :)

2.5 Years of HardWork...

2011-03-17T01:42:00.007+08:00

am i supposed to give up just like that?

Ultimate.

all my rants are locked in there.
i still love this game, dont i?
Jiayou e.
you can.

this it where it all started:

the team that brought me to better & more competitive games

Cockeyebullets First Tourney, First Champions and First 500 bucks
The best team ever

p.s you're the most needed.

learning

2011-03-11T17:26:00.001+08:00

i'm trying to learn and have faith.
and im doing good.

_|_

2011-03-10T20:21:00.009+08:00

1 min ago ,
person A " not nice to happy want go then go mah."
1 min later,
person B " happy then want, dont want then throw."

*clapsclaps*
what am i supposed to feel?

Protected Rants

anyway today i felt like my life was being controlled.
i feel so bloooooody sad.
welcome to my life.
_|_

formspring.me

2011-03-08T12:32:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything http://www.formspring.me/thvictimsoflove

OpenCircuit

2011-03-07T11:59:00.002+08:00

Open Circuit wasnt as bad as i thought.
& shiok goodjob! yay!
and aussie is cancelled for the ladies.
meaning, im staying in sg ):
wahrao.
and being unable to irritate j. for 6 days makes me sad.
tsk.
bye.

- two days of circuit, i'm so proud of you (:

Old Friends

2011-03-05T06:33:00.000+08:00

I dreamt about my old friends last night.
and i suddenly miss them so.
those great old poly hang out days.
but we all know, its all not gonna be back anymore.
so sad.
okay.
time for OPEN CIRCUIT.
i am not screwing up.
A game time!
LETS GO SHIOK ! :D

SWIMMM

2011-03-04T11:32:00.001+08:00

im gonna start swimming again.
soon. gonna crash the condo near my hse and swim!

LAST

2011-03-02T17:39:00.002+08:00

though i cant remeber what i've remebered now...
i hope things will go well
like hello, it wouldnt be worst then that bloody nurtition and metabolism.
GYM popiiii <3

HELLO GUARDIAN ANGEL

2011-03-01T17:02:00.000+08:00

Listen up,

Glycogen Synthesis

2011-02-26T21:40:00.002+08:00

Glycogen is stored in liver and muscles during fed state, so that it can be used during the fasted state(fasting).
3 stages.
1st stage = initiation. Formation of glucose donor
1. Glucose -> Glucose 6 phosphate (hexokinase/gulcokinase)
2. G-6-p -> G-1-p (phosphglucomutase)
3. G-1-p + UTP -> UDP-GLUCOSE

2nd stage = elongation of glycogen chain
4. UDP-glucose -> UDP + Glycogen (glycogen synthase)

3rd stage = Formation of Branches
5. formation of glycogen branches by amyl (1,4->1,6)glycosidic linkages

raooooooo.
memorise until i feel like dyingz.
bet i will forget all on monday! tsk!
fml.

& i think when im stress i think alot.
sian.
can't wait for october! i swear.

Exams ):

2011-02-23T15:05:00.001+08:00

Life is too good that there is nothing to rant about.
just that,
exams suck.
& i feel so unfit.
fuckthisshit.
bye.

lazy

2011-02-18T19:15:00.000+08:00

hello fattybombom! HAHAHAHHA
damm lazy to study or do anything.
feel so weak. need to go running soon!

Bitchy world

2011-02-14T22:18:00.003+08:00

YOU people all over the world.
knows nothing at all.
so shutup and stop commenting.
when in doubt, dont discuss.
if you're curious, ask instead.
ask people that knowws the fucking facts.
thankyou.
bye.

2011-02-11T12:51:00.000+08:00

i like the lady bug

when the heartbreaks it dont break even

2011-02-05T22:40:00.001+08:00

was winning poker and my dad make me go home. WTFBBQ. nb.
so overall, i still lost during cny. tmd.
next week poker leh?
haha.
night.

p.s im broken.

Boring

2011-02-03T21:50:00.001+08:00

2011 cny, boring.

YUMYUMS

2011-02-03T13:41:00.000+08:00

i'll eat all this if i'm still 16.
now.......... in my dreams

1000 awesome things.

2011-01-31T23:01:00.001+08:00

#337 Getting buried under piles of heavy blankets on a cold night

so cold now,
cuddling under the blanket,
aint it awesome.
:))

change

2011-01-31T13:58:00.002+08:00

i dont have the chinese new year feel.
maybe because i never buy new clothes,
and i have exams,
plus presentation and alot of ppt to do.

Doubts

2011-01-28T22:52:00.003+08:00

sometimes i wonder, what the future will be like.
wanyu today bring me go eat some kueh from bengawan solo, i swear its damm nice.
almost killded myself in class today.
oh btw.
i received by timbuk2.
Thank you hern !
i think that will cost me half a half months pay.
lets hope brand new year will be cool.
i wanted to blog about alot of things,
but i forgot.

-Can i hold your hand?
-No.
-But why?
-Because It’ll hurt when you let go.

there's one thing i need to say:
pause if you must, but dont stop.

goodnight.

FAT&UGLY

2011-01-27T00:21:00.003+08:00

i've got a question for you.

so one day, if i become FAT, UGLY and damm AUNTY will you still love me as much as you do now? will you still love me?

think first, think.

goodnight

Soon i'll see the rainbow.

2011-01-26T22:50:00.002+08:00

i wanna grow old with you.

-even the birds fly over the rainbow.
why cant i?
SCM test today, i guessed i survived?
i wont wish for an A. but hopefully please?
FYP report almost done, need to touch up a little and submit tmr! (:
whats next?

~~-fyp report~~
-Fyp presentation
-Scm Report
-Scm Presentation
~~-Food Packaging Report~~
-food packaging presentation
-Nutrition&metabolism Exams
-Food Packaging Exams

and then i can say byebye to FOOOOOD SCIENCE. and hello Marketing!
Goodbye SP. Hello SIM!
GoodBye SPU(still love you forever.) HELLO SIMULTIMATE.

i swear im gonna study hard for metabolism.
CNY coming, i dont feel CNY-ed at all.
No new clothes, thats because i'm constantly buying things (i've waken up my idea)
i'm gonna pack my room to sparkling clean tmr!
bye.

oh and did i say, i got urge to party. HAHAHAHAHAHAH.
Party like like its the end of the world, we got to party like like its 2012.

imma gonna be some housewife for 4 days next next week, and im pretty excited!! woohooo! (:

Expectations

2011-01-24T22:22:00.001+08:00

i guessed i expected too much again.
hate myself.
& i am a very not understanding girl.
i'm so mentally drained to try to make myself perfect.

goodnight.

100% turnover

2011-01-22T23:22:00.000+08:00

really hope i hurryup grad and can go for more trainings.
cause today was a disappointment.
-.-

bye.

need to study

2011-01-20T11:10:00.002+08:00

so cute, so sweeet :)
goodmorning world,
im supposed to wake up at 8am, but failed.
okay now im gonna go bathe andddddd get my starbuckkkkks <3
&imj.

Oh, & i've booked my pendi&mani at SNAILS!!! CNYCNYCNY!!! :D

EMOTIONS

2011-01-19T22:00:00.003+08:00

i felt damm emotional after reading the blog of my dearest friend.

dearest qinyi,
please be strong.
I'll be here kay?! :)

dearest love,
thanks for loving me.

Trust

2011-01-19T21:18:00.001+08:00

“If I could explain love in one word, it would have to be trust.  Trust that he doesn’t cheat on you, trust that he doesn’t lie to  you, trust that he really likes you, trust that he will always be  there for you, trust that he can go to a party and not get high  or drunk, trust that you don’t have to worry about him breaking  up with you the second you wake up, trust that he will stick up  for you, trust that he will never fall in love with another,  trust that he won’t just get sick of you, and trust that he  wants you like you want him.”

i realised, i miss those piggyback rides.
boohooooooooooooooo.

2011-01-19T17:23:00.001+08:00

screw those project

2011-01-18T12:08:00.003+08:00

fyp report
fyp presentation
scm report
scm presentation
packaging report
packaging presentation.
like sian.
so many things not done.
i spent my whole evening yesterday making my jelly for fyp!
damm tiring sial.
now that its finally done today, shelf life time!
doubt it was nicely done though ):

and today, i will finish my fyp theory before coaching!
& feeling damm sian now cause i got class later.

& imisstheboy.

Moral&education

2011-01-17T00:22:00.002+08:00

i think my moral and educational teacher failed to do a good job,
cause i kinda failed living up to primary school moral and education.
anyway jethro ong, you can go teach CME already.
im so proud of you. *no sacarsm, i swear*
just that im pretty disappointed in myself,
but who in the world will be still so nice?
the world isnt kind anymore right?
haha!
whatever it is, it doesnt really matter now :)
glad that i did what was supposed to be done.

i think i spent alot of money recently,
time to cut down.
work tmr.
time to sleep
goodnight world!

HUH

2011-01-15T10:08:00.000+08:00

brave thru this!

never ever

2011-01-14T00:37:00.002+08:00

something struck me when i saw something on fb.
somehow, maybe i shld be nice i stop hating.
but i guess, i'll forgive but never forget.
i wont forget the nightmares you left behind for me to deal with, ~~alone.~~
thankgod i have friends who really cares

Grow up thoughts.

haha,
i dont miss you anymore.
cause, i've realised ppl deserved me better.
and i'll treasure the next better, better than anyone else.

(:

2011-01-13T22:09:00.002+08:00

today damm awesome :)
but objective failed,
didnt do report at all
hahahaha!
oh well ,
tmr tmr tmr
oh.and i need some awesome breakfast tmr.
starbucks maybe? or coffee bean (:
i dont want cny to come,
cause i need to pack my room.
and somebody is leaving.
nehnehpoke. :(

imy

2011-01-12T21:12:00.003+08:00

HELLO WORLD.
YESTERDAY'S QUIZ.
2 mcq, 5 SAQ, 1 LSQ
i hope i'll be able to ~~score~~ for the paper.
dont think i deserve it though cause i kinda didnt study.
totally went brain dead, 2 hrs b4 the paper i was still left with 3 chaps
best part, i went to sleep.
HAHA
SO today,
i went to work!
looking at all the pretty tops & shoes.
ZOMG. i cant wait to buyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
2 tops, 1 shorts, 2 pairs of shoes.
i swear im gonna get the top and shoes once i offically get the job!
ohhh.
and i need capri pants!
time to giordano!
*sunshine gonna kill me if he sees all of the above.
haha " hi, what's new baby?"
hehe
i skipped school today!
damm tired and was supposed to go home straight after work.
but decided to go dinner with josh&the rest.
nomnomnom, stinggray, crayfish, lala, samballllllllllllllllls.
~~lovelys~~Fats ttm.
time to ~~fyp~~ sleep!
or maybe i shall do it tmr, and on friday!
must finish by friday!!!!
must must must !

bye!

stress

2011-01-10T21:58:00.004+08:00

katespade. :DDDDDD
i manage to study only a little today.
and the most productive part was when im at starbucks.
craaaaaaaaps uh.
i still have one more chap to notes and many chaps to memorise.
test is tmr.
crap and im still procrasinating.
please tell me that the test is not more than 10%.
if not -.-
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
damm sian seriously damm sian
#%*&*(&)*(^&(*^&%^%&adbsjahfjh

p.s little little things you did, love (:

nobody likes the feeling of losing.

2011-01-07T22:04:00.001+08:00

everybody needs a pillar.
somebody brainwash me please.

I'm goona be lucky.

2011-01-06T21:50:00.002+08:00

Wish my luck tmr!
ohhhhh
did i say i did nothing today except for typing a few lines for my report?
HAHAHAHA
but at least i spent quailty time sleeping ((:
tadaaa.
byebye,
back to my hongkong drama! mysteries of love.
LOL.

im not proud of myself

2011-01-05T00:15:00.008+08:00

not pretty enough nvm.
not skinny enough nvm.
attitude suck nvm.
but why do people like to judge so much.
HAHAHAHA. peace.

Protected

okay. as joan say " ihatemyself peroid."
im in it now.
extremly .

bye.

p.s i think my new year resolution will fail. how to prove people wrong like that?
might as well gbw and die lah e.

we will survive

2011-01-04T19:50:00.001+08:00

be strong now cause things will get better.
it might be stormy now, but it wont rain forever.
have faith.
have more faith.

fuckedup

2011-01-04T15:28:00.002+08:00

firstly complain i never spend time doing.
so i went to spent more time to do it.
then, edit all my work and say i never do.
wtf is wrong with this kind of person.
yeahyeah, you have a fucking degree already so what.
then dont come take this course lah.

fml

2011-01-04T13:52:00.002+08:00

“The way you look, the way you laugh,
The way you love with all you have,
There ain’t nothing bout you that don’t do something for me”

im sorry to made you worry!
thanks for being there, always :)

For me

2011-01-02T13:49:00.001+08:00

We came to love not by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. - Sam Keen

will you?

Reminders

2010-12-31T07:41:00.003+08:00

31.12.10
i'm up at 7am!
infact i havent bloody slept.
i cant sleep cant sleep.
oh well, new year resolutions!

top on the list;
[]proved people that think im lousy wrong.

:)

2010-12-29T17:38:00.001+08:00

sweets.

2010-12-29T12:30:00.002+08:00

2010-12-28T22:59:00.001+08:00

“I’d do everything I could for her, but even at my best, it wouldn’t be much. And she deserves the best. I guess I’d rather she be happy even if it means I’m not"

life

2010-12-27T11:27:00.005+08:00

contradiction, irony, life.
thinking back.
the nightmare happened exactly one year and one month ago.
how amazing can things changed within a year.
shall be nice and grow up soon.
yumcha later with the coolest people(:
little fockers, little fockers, little fockers!

btw, gastric is killing me.
i think im crazy, i'm going for yumcha buffet still!
rofl.
hehehehehahahahahahahaha
today gonna be awesome (:

Happy birthday

2010-12-24T14:04:00.000+08:00

happy birthday e.
and 1 more day to christmas.
why do i feel so nua today?!
HAHA

Merry Christmas

2010-12-23T23:20:00.003+08:00

in two days :)
i'm still waiting for xy to pass me the pictures from tiang's camera so that i can upload pictures of awesome 21st!
i went csi the experience today!
science centre seriously brings back memories! i wanna study microbiology again!
but... too bad....
anyway! csi wasnt as awesome as i thought.

pretty hotels

2010-12-21T22:32:00.003+08:00

my birthday venue next year: capella singapore!!!!
or maybe some botique hotel.
WOOHOOO COOOL SHIT.
i love all my birthday presents
thank you all :)
and i love jingen the most,
she really did surprised me alot.
i almost cried i swear.
thankyou dear girl (:
okay more pictures soon!

today im a happy girl.
cause i made ppl smile (:

sorry

2010-12-18T22:05:00.001+08:00

i should stop irritating you.

appreciateion

2010-12-16T09:50:00.003+08:00

Slowly i realised i shouldnt use my brains to think of so many stupid ideas.
cause ppl dont really need them.
& i'm just wasting my time and effort.
isnt it better to just think of myself at times?
sigh

raaaah

2010-12-12T17:00:00.002+08:00

i hate to have to do so many reports.
[ ] Fyp
[ ] Packaging Formal
[ ] Pacaking Group
[x] Supply chain
[ ] Supply chain group

wahrao. so many not done.
oh and i bloody need to get my party things done!
[x]chalet
[x]cake
[x]catering
[ ]ALOT OF MORE THINGS

rahhh.
i bet i wouldnt be able to get all those things done myself.
thank god i have buddy love on wed&thursday!
she's mine for 3 days starting wed. woohoo!
love you buddy. :)

p.s not forgetting you.

BAGGU!!!

2010-12-12T01:15:00.002+08:00

feel so loved. (:

& I love my baggu backpack!!!
My friends are having fun at zouk out, but i'm staying at home doing reports.
best part is, it doesnt seem to have an end.
nb.
i'm going to cook maggie mee now and continue!
thank god i get to wake up late tmr!

p.s getwellsoon.

All worth it

2010-12-09T10:07:00.005+08:00

Thinking back, I'm glad i held on.
<3
10more days to party!

21st !

2010-12-01T22:26:00.000+08:00

21st in 24 days time.
21st party in 17 days time.
friends, i only have one 21st ever.
those invited, hope you dont dissapoint me :(

i'm feeling hungry.
again.

manila

2010-11-30T13:59:00.004+08:00

too much to upload. too lazy to upload!
haha!
5 days of fun. 3 days of ultimate.
damm cheap international buffets.
new havianans slippers!
new pinho for my slippers!
new shorts.
many many shorts.
i just love manila.
and the awesome people that went :)

p.s love.

awesome manila

2010-11-30T02:40:00.000+08:00

i love manila.
i think i brought sandflies bites home.
goodluck to me.
anyway time to buck up soon!
too much work to do!
okay!
late liao, night.

- i'm missing sunshine.

again&again

2010-11-23T23:16:00.002+08:00

"why am i so afraid to lose you when you are not even mine?"

2010-11-22T18:57:00.002+08:00

baby, i cant fight this feeling anymore.
Haha.

harry potter

2010-11-19T21:40:00.001+08:00

i catched potter last night! :)
work was bad today, cause i didnt had enough sleep!
okay byebye!
study hard please dearest! (:

p.s i want to tell you i miss you but i dont know how to.

2010-11-17T19:31:00.000+08:00

how much do you care?

3 months ago.

2010-11-16T23:26:00.000+08:00

Screen Shot.

sunloveeeeeeeshineeeeeee

2010-11-15T23:08:00.001+08:00

love is in the air!
i feel happy seeing my friends happily in pairs :)
like really,
alot of my point of view changes.
everybody be happy :)

too sensitive

2010-11-15T07:36:00.001+08:00

i wish i was less sensitive.
or best of all insensitive.
HAHAHAA

2010-11-14T20:46:00.001+08:00

“ Don’t settle for the guy who’s going to wait on you. Wait for the one who pushes your buttons and makes you mad on a daily basis. Love isn’t supposed to be easy; it’s supposed to be worth it."

inhisshoes

2010-11-14T01:40:00.001+08:00

the pain of seeing your friend in trouble but you cant help him/her is actually quite painful.
now i understand and finally felt it.
but wtf can i do?

MAYBE

2010-11-12T23:24:00.001+08:00

sometimes the closest people in your live,
will hurt you the most.

To Sunshine.

sweetstuffs.

2010-11-11T17:26:00.002+08:00

i want to be the sweetest girl.
but am i in any position to be one? *its a question, not a statement.

to sunshine

2010-11-09T23:53:00.001+08:00

Protected

future?

2010-11-09T23:36:00.001+08:00

Tears are words, the heart cant say.

whats gonna happen?
i dont know.
cant we just care about now?

happy!

2010-11-07T22:16:00.001+08:00

2010-11-07T22:08:00.000+08:00

ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUV

zomg

2010-11-07T22:04:00.001+08:00

ZOMG.
LAYOUT D.

2010-11-06T11:26:00.002+08:00

cos' i'm dreaming with a broken heart , and waking up is the hardest part.

That’s what I’m afraid of. Not being enough. Not good enough, not smart enough, not pretty enough.

2010-11-06T00:42:00.002+08:00

broken.

overrated

2010-11-05T01:35:00.001+08:00

maybe i do not know how to love.

2010-11-04T17:18:00.000+08:00

i cant do anything, i cant help.
& i feel damm sian about it.

2010-11-04T13:14:00.001+08:00

e. please be more understanding.

2010-11-04T13:09:00.001+08:00

The girl who doesn’t get nicely dressed up everyday.
The girl who doesn’t have to have her makeup perfect everyday.
The girl who has that little boyish side to her.
The girl who doesn’t have a ton of pictures of her showing off a ton of skin and puckering up her lips online.
The girl who’s willing to run around in the rain without caring about her hair.
The girl who will stay up with you all night on the phone.
The girl who’s willing to play video games with you, and not stop until she beats you.
The girl who doesn’t make every guy’s head turn.
The girl who not every single person will call pretty.
The girl who lives in her own little world along with a few other people.
The girl who doesn’t care what people think.
The girl who is also like a best friend to you.
The girl who sat there and listened to you, about anything, always.
That girl, that’s the girl who’s worth it.
That’s the girl who you can fall in love with and never regret it.
She’s the one, you could spend the rest of your life with.

via amyypiee via joan chien

sometimes

2010-11-02T08:12:00.001+08:00

sometimes when i think about it,
i know.
but sometimes i just need assurance,
to confirm i not going the wrong way.

sorry, i havent grow up.
today i'm gonna be awesome.

we know, dont we ?

2010-11-02T00:05:00.001+08:00

thanks for everything today.
love.

me.

2010-11-01T01:20:00.003+08:00

dont assume my feelings.
i say and i meant it.
cause i know my emotions and myself best.
so dont judge.
goodnight world.
goodnight bff.
goodnight you.

& did today i drove after 3months!
i drove alvin's car and i think he really scared-ed to death.

LOL.

disappointment

2010-10-30T23:43:00.001+08:00

i always thought you knew me.
i always thought i was loved and accepted for who i am
infact all this while,
i'm not.